The Ego
Your Ego is the blindfold
Ego Death
Is Life.
My beautiful mushrooms
shattered the bright blue sky
huge shards of reality fell from above
revealing the Cosmos and beyond
Ghostly angels and demons soared amongst the stars.
Taking Psychedelics removed the veil of the sky above
I saw beyond and what took me, felt like death,
a haunting reality of loneliness, despair and silence.
I wept sadness not fear. I was alone. No one to save me.
The world had left me to rot in silence,
the sky had turned black
demons and dragons in ghostly smoke soared where the clouds had once been.
My misery echoed throughout the silent vast abyss of darkness that surrounded me.
I fell into a pit of despair.
This trip was metaphorical for how I felt inside.
I had up until that point led a life that was on a destructive path
Addiction and mental health had been in constant decline
I didn’t know it at the time but I was a slave in Platos Cave.
I felt angry and upset at everything that didn’t align with me.
My failings were everyone else not me.
I was unlucky, misfortunate and a failure.
Oh how low, one can go.
Feeling so low is the best feeling I ever had.
Only when you die inside can you truly feel alive,
I have done this in real life and during a psychedelic experience.
Those who are content or plentiful will never understand the true beauty of life.
If you have experienced this you are a gifted soul.
Many succumb to such darkness and it takes their soul.
The living dead walk amongst us
Many people give up or fall foul of their descent.
But there are souls that are truly connected to a higher conscious
an understanding that is beyond mind.
The breaking of ones ego is rebirth.
It’s like cracking the egg of conscious thought
giving birth to a deeper reality.
This higher conscious thinking
is activated in the upper cortex of the brain.
An undiscovered world of science that
is locked away safely inside you.
A vault of wisdom and knowledge that
Nothing can access except your inner soul.
You are a precious creation,
Never forget who you are.